Tuesday, November 24, 2009
So I realized that if I want this blog to change lives...I need to suck it up and participate. Not that i was afraid of having a picture up of myself, i just realized I never take full body pictures, and lately i have really been loving my body and myself as a whole. Of course i have my off days, but i could remember the times where i hated everything about my body. i would come home and cry my eyes out because i didn't look good in the clothes my friends wore, or even worse because their clothes never fit me.
I hated everything about myself everything from my skin to the size of my feet. i had supportive parents but also parents that continuously reminded me that i needed to lose weight, they told me "you have a beautiful face, but you could afford to lose a couple pounds" awesome, as if i didn't realize this, i now had to openly hear it.
Whenever i had problems with girls the first thing they criticized was my weight, and it used to kill me. i tried to lose weight and sometimes went to extreme measures, i quit eating and sometimes would hurt myself out of punishment for being fat.
Openly admitting this is extremely tough, because i have always tried to have that "i dont give a shit" attitude but for the first time in my life, i finally mean it.
i take pride in my appearance, and my curves (and rolls).
i enjoy clothes and fashion and although it can be tough, i enjoy dressing my body.
i don't consume my life with diets and workout regimes. i work out when i feel like it, and i eat what i want when i want.
my insecurities do get the best of me sometimes, but i get up and work with my emotions.
this is my body, and it isn't going anywhere.
Friday, November 13, 2009
i am loving each and every one of you
i am also debating on adding other stuff such as...
articles i think are amazing, or awesome clothes or anything having to do with body acceptance
or if i should let you do the talking...
what do you think?
i do need more pictures from all you gorgeous people out there though!
i am also working on putting a pic of myself up
i have just been so busy and unfortunately not feeling too cute lately
but all of you inspire me!
start sending in those pictures!
and i will talk to you soon =]
Thursday, November 5, 2009
And that would be chapstick that makes my upper lip shine so.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
I've hated my body for most of my life, until I discovered a variety of Fat Acceptance blogs. Before, I was self conscious all the time and I didn't know how to love myself. But now I can proudly say that I love myself the way I am. I am a beautiful human being, both inside and out. Now that I am truly comfortable with who I am, I can face the world with confidence, and turn my (rather sexy) back on those who try to bring me down for having natural curves.
Recently I have begun to like my birthmark and i think it makes me unique. I no longer worry of trying to cover with makeup. Now i barley notice I even have it.
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Until I started to like not looking like everyone else.
Now, I like how it curves so arrogantly. The way my bottom sticks out is unashamedly sexy. It's intimidating. It's indecent. My arse breaks hearts!
I love my bottom and will never again want it to look like everyone else's. I love every glorious jiggling centimetre of it.
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